Goodnight, most honest self

When you finally learn

To be honest with yourself

About feelings and doubt

And sleepless

And your opinions on stoudt

Then

Be it in waking

You can find and find out

What really matters to you

Once whatever simple

Household accessible

Drug your currently on

Has run out

Time

Money

Distraction

Or guise

For me it was the sleepless thing

Which took me finally

Closes enough to realize

That this is life, and it lives

Even when you close your eyes

It IS

There still, moving

Goodnight